Hello my friends,

When a proper time comes, I am ready to share you my testimony through my writing again.

If my English is not perfect yet, please keep patience to read it, and let you edit me as you want ;)

Thank you so much. Anyway, hopefully you will be able to be blessed from the experience of mine.   

Okay, Let’s start together now …. :)

After the first experience that God made me so amazing in His great, I could go to join a Christian camp without

any question from my parents even at that time I was only 14 years old, I decided to try studying about Jesus much more.       

So, at the first week after I joined the Christian camp miraculously, I went to a library of my school and search of many books written

about Jesus Christ to learn  and hope that I would be able to get to know Him much more. It was quite exciting to do so and

even though I could not understand anything much, but my heart was at peace. I smiled all the times when I was searching the books :)

And I went back home with strong intention that today I would finish reading all of the books

I borrowed for sure ….

Around 5.30 pm I arrived home, actually for me at that time was quite late but I thought it was very okay because

today was just the first day of a new semester so my parents particularly my dad would complaint nothing exactly.

However, when I took a step to my home, I saw my parents, some relatives, and my sisters stayed together at the room

as if they were at meeting. It was not normal as usual, I thought. And when they saw me they started asking

why I went to the church and declared many people that I am a believer. My dad told me that I made the family ashamed so much

so today he would hit me until I gave up believing in God!

Actually this situation was not occurred often in my family. Firstly, my relatives have never been gathered like that before.

And secondly, my dad would not punish his daughter when having his relative living together in the same time at home like that before.

But today was so special ….

Anyway when I heard like that I had no fear yet because in actual fact I was a perseverant person.

I mean if something is not reasonable yet, I will not follow exactly. Therefore, I gave my dad a reply that

it is not possible to give up studying about Jesus. Certainly, my dad and family were very angry especially my dad.

He began hitting me with a stick and while he was punishing me he also asked me that “Whether you would refuse Jesus or not”.

If not he said “I will hit you until you do as I want …”

Almost three hours. passed, I was still be punished and as if it could not be stopped easily even a first stick was already broken

and he had to change another one including finally he had to use a coat hanger instead.

For me, I cried a lot because of my painful legs that turned violet already and a question why the situation occurred

and what my wrong was !!!

However, it was due to I was very young and had no knowledge about God much including almost three hours I was hit

so it was very easy to guess that I could not keep endurance and patience any more. Therefore, on my mind I thought I would tell

my dad when he asked me to refuse Jesus again that “Okay, dad, if you want me to give up knowing Jesus, I will obey you …”

On the other hand, Immediately, before I said anything as I intended to do, I heard some voice from my deep heart, I touched that

it was very special and so power, the voice spoke out on my heart that  “Don’t refuse someone who you don’t know now ….”  :)

Because of that voice I was touched and stronger even I was still puzzled that who I don’t know now? …

so my answer was changed at all …. Instead of saying no God and refusing Him, I said “Dad, I want to get to know Jesus,

please permit me”!!

My dad listened to the answer of mine and something amazing occurred again because he stopped hitting immediately

and let me go. Wow!!!!

When I was in a room after a big storm blowing me like a test, I could smile at peace and gave thanks to the Lord even

I didn’t know anything at that time. And finally I got sleep very easily …. :)

In the following day, even it was the day I met a person who was called as a shepherd of mine at the first time, she had to cry

when she saw the violet green legs of mine :) She so wondered why a-14-year-old-girl could keep endurance and

patience with a big persecution like me who just already faced. But for me, at that time I only felt excited to pass the situation

miraculously so I showed my legs with feeling so proud to have such a special experience from God.  

My shepherd shared me that before I came to the church, she and her team went to my school to walk and pray to ask God let

someone like a firstborn of a student group for them. And just one week later, I appeared at the church and

passed the test amazingly. Praise the Lord for His Love to me. Yeah!!!

Truly, this situation is just a start of my adventure on the way of Christ Jesus because after that until I was 19 years old

I was still persecuted and suffered a lot from many things that I will share you later. They are full of amazing experiences.

Nevertheless, His calling and conviction to my life is so clear since I confronted the situation above so whatever happens

Everything is valuable for me to live a life worthy of Him.

So, praise the Lord who calls us with Love and His mercy together.

He will also not let you go exactly so let’s listen to His voice and please him in every way. Amen!!! …